So far I’ve been to 6 shows (Nürnberg, Bochum, Ludwigsburg, Pratteln, Monthey and Villeurbanne) and it’s been fucking awesome !
I feel like shit, I am so tired ! But really happy.
Tomorrow we’re heading to Trier then Vosselaar and Nijmegen ! I can’t wait :D
Anyway ! Enjoyyyyyy
I’M ON A QUESTTT !!!
Nürnberg, I’m coming to conquer you !
The aventure starts now !
If any of you sees me at a show come and say hiiii ! :D
I’m sorry you don’t shine brighter or at least as much as me which means he (they?) doesn’t notice you when I’m here.
But you know what ? Suck it on, bitch. SUCK-IT-ON.
CARRY THE TORCH ! THEY PLAYED CARRY THE TORCHHHHH ! And what a pleasure it was to hear again my dear Uis Elveti. Also, Call Of The Mountains was in French, like in Geneva Hahaha.
Feeling down ? Just go have
a drink thousand drinks with the ones you love.
I love them. Everyone was so kind yesterday night.
Anonymous said: Yo, juste pour te dire que définitivement, après t'avoir vu au Back ce soir, les cheveux violets te vont grave mieux que le orange.
Oui, même si le violet n’est pas pétant, ça me rend vachement plus heureuse, et rien que ça, ça fait beaucoup.
Mais merci !
2 weeks ago
Anonymous said: I think I'm in love with you
With me or with the ”internet” me ?
2 weeks ago
Anonymous said: Remember that you've been through this before, countless times. And you know what? You pulled through each and every time. For each time, you've become stronger and this is no exception. You'll get through this too. You matter too, okay? You really do. You're not less worth than anyone else. I won't ask you to smile now if you feel like you really can't right now, but it would make me happy if you did smile. I'm sorry this isn't much, but I hope it at least you read it. I'm rooting for you.
Are you real ? You put a smile on my face with this. Thank you, so much. Thank you so much for this message.
2 weeks ago
I’m still breathing.
I’m just drowning into my own sorrow. I haven’t seen a shrink in more than 6 or 7 months. I’m gonna go again. (My insurance will pay for it, fuck it.)
I’m just not happy anymore.
I can feel the emptiness in my body.
I can see this thick fog of sadness in my eyes.
I can’t smile. Depression bites back.
I’m broken from the inside.
My body is full of bruises.
I’m alive. I’m still breathing.
Will this ever end ?
Today I’m dying my hair in purple and I’ll be working at the bar. It’ll make me happy. Let’s put some Alestorm and Steel Panther and dance and drink and forget about the world for one night.
"Die Welt ist abgefuckt und das Leben ist gemein
Ich wollte lachen doch ich hab die ganze Zeit geweint
Ich wollte Freunde haben doch sie ließen mich allein
Was hab ich nur falsch gemacht?
Das kann doch nicht mein Schicksal sein."
I’ll still be reading your posts, putting likes on everything and all, but I won’t post that much.
I’ll probably start posting things again when I’ll be far away from real life, in like 2 weeks.
I’m breaking down.